Si says I am. He is mad at me about the tone of voice I used on the phone tonight, so he is refusing to talk with me about our banking matters. I may have sounded strident, but I didn't mean to. He and the kids were getting out of the soccer match in the pouring rain and I wanted to find them and pick them up. I may have raised my voice just because of all the background noise at his end. I apologized.
I slept for 6 hours last night. Maybe even seven! I am exhausted again, though. And stressed. As I was driving to pick up Si and the kids, I burst into tears. Well, so I say; but the fact is that I haven't really cried (in the cleansing way that includes tears) much at all in months. For the record?
I!
AM!
SCARED!
I am trying to think through what the source of the stress is.
Uh, Kate! You are getting a divorce. It's stressful.
Specifically?
Love?
Kids?
Money?
Yeah, all of that.
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